goodbye old life, hello new one!

i'm off to new york for a week, may 20th-27th, to visit firends and in search for a job.  if i find one that pays well enough, i'll be moving there.  if not, then i am moving to lousiana, no lie.  i kind of hope i don't find a good enough job in NY because i'm really excited about moving to lousiana on my own, knowing no one, and starting all over.  if i fall, i'm going to fall hard, but i will get back up and kick ass.

no matter where i go, i'm going to get my number changed.  i will call the people i want to give my number to.  well here it goes, may 19th and i graduate.  goodbye shamokin and pennsylvania.  love you all.

i'm going to make all of my entries pubic because well, i don't regret anything i've done and who the fuck cares, i do what i want.

i miss few things in this world, mainly the capitol and meeting new people.

i think i'm going to start doing yoga or some shit.  some relaxing stuff....

if you really look at life, its a big deal.  but doesn't have to.  you live, you learn, you die... im looking foward to the two first ones, not the last.  money isn't the key to anything.  happiness is what you make it to be. and love is repetitive.

i've noticed.

well i've been quite busy.  the computer shop is near completion, it will def. be open apirl 1st.  it's localed by shaw's meat market.  its called five star pc.

other than that i've been hanging out with friends and "dating", i find that word gay... there is no other way to descibe it i guess.  but everything has been going good, my gram is getting better, she actually came down stairs yesterday for the first time in 2 weeks or so.  thank god she made it back from the hospital alive.  she is the only one i can truely say i love.

i've been kind of arrogrant to girls lately.  i guess i really don't care, is it confidence or just another way to say "fuck you" nicely?

night.